Today I felt like I am totally not going to function at work, so I decided to take half the day off so I can get better soon from this flu at with the wrong timing.
I went back and slept. After rolling around for quite a while and still not managing to keep my eyes closed, I realized that sleeping is not what I needed. I got dressed and left the house.
I haven't even relaxed my brain in a while, even on the weekends I am always occupied by church stuff, or I try to get myself occupied by exploring around.
Today I decided to take a 2 hour walk to work.
Exercise wasn't the thing that kept me unrested, it's the thought that I have to always make good use of my time here. But today I had a walk in the park, I didn't entend to do anything, I am just trying to find my way to a known destination, and anything else I come across on the way is entirely accidental.
Travelling is lonely, sometimes a little empty, But I guess it's the emptiness that makes you look at the small details of things? Like how someone is desperate for people to buy magazines from him, someone is such a hurry he didn't notice a car coming fast, someone who is talking on the phone so loud not noticing others staring at him. There is always someone doing something.
Just when I got home from work thinking that today is going to be a relaxing day, I realized that course selections for the coming school term started already, and the available electives right now are fully enrolled.
I had been thinking about going to photography when I first heard of it last spring, well, I guess I dont even get to think twice about it anymore.
What a bad way to ruin a day.
-Jon
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