Today I did not strike a single conversation with anyone, I did not touch my phone other than taking pictures. I walked around by myself, and I tried to not interrupt with anyone's business. I pretend that I am not there.
I like being by myself, one of the reasons being I dont really talk much, or sometimes I do find it hard to start a conversation with someone. Not that I don't enjoy being with a group of people, it's always interesting being the listener, and just smile.
Being by myself means that I don't have to follow other people's pace or think that I am making the other person feel bored. Honestly, I dont know how interesting it is to stare at pigeons or sitting there watching clouds all day. I don't need to answer to anyone but myself, and even when I get lost, I won't feel bad for getting myself lost. That always happens.
And I don't want to get people in trouble when I am sneaking into places to explore, after all they didn't sign up for that.
Even so, after being by yourself for too long, you want to have someone there with you. After all none of us are able to to survive alone.
But after being by yourself for too long, you start to lose the ability to communicate with others.
- Jon
No comments:
Post a Comment